in response to suesue45... I feel sorry for you, but not because of all your woes. I once thought like you. Though as I sit here and reflect and recall all the stupid shit I have done n all the dangerous situations Ive been in (that at the time I didnt even realize were dangerous.) Cant help but sit back n smile, for divine intervention is the only thing that kept me alive in those days. Yes the Lord STILL is wth me. I just had to let him in :)